If you go deeper, maybe like not fulfilling my dreams, and not following my passions. It’s a very big fear for me because I think people are free to choose their own meaning in life and deep down I know that for example, I love arts, visual arts and I want to push that in the future, but now I am at this point in my life where I don't really have the opportunity to do so and I’m really scared that I will never have this opportunity.